what do you do when the one thing that you need to tll people you cant tell because you know the outcome and it would just make things worst. do you still do it or do it hold it in. because if you tell you feel better about that and it wont way you down but then you have a new issue to deal with . or do you keep it in and hope that time does it job and move on. Is it wrong wanting to disappear start a new life with no backround brand new leaving ur friends and family behind never to seee them again. is it wrong to feel this way so emotionally dissturbed by your own doing and by your heart that you cant control destroy you. or do jsut go on ith life like nothing is wrong and pretend to be ahppy so people think ur happy......pooof .....im gone